I've fallen, and I can't get up...
- shakira kae
- Apr 7
- 2 min read
So that thing happened again, where I have the vision to launch and then question why I even started in the first place, and then freeze!
These past months I've questioned the content on this blog, I've questioned if my writing is good enough, if I'm interesting, if I'm embarrassing, I've questioned who even cares, doubted my experience level and questioned if my spelling and grammar is up to par.
This isn't the first time that I've chickened out of the goals I set for myself, as they often feel way too big, resulting in me feeling like the kid learning to walk in their mother's heels, only this time the heels to fill are the expectations that I set for myself.
The good news is, my audience is still building, so there aren't as many people to witness me go quite for a while. The other good news is, the constant state of anxiety that sat on my chest during my stagnation is the ultimate reminder that I do want to do this and I DO have a community to serve. And then the last point of good news is that the creativity has not run dry, it's just the fear of being perceived.
So how about this, I'm going to proof read this once (I usually proof read around 15 times, so it's always a surprise to push post and then find a typo in the first line) and then I'm going to push the button and let it go live. I'm greasing the wheels in the cog again, and I hope to be back really soon.
P.S. The Spring/Summer Lookbook is live on its respective tab. My prediction this year is colour and pattern, bold is back. And if the vibe for Summer 2025 were a song, it'd sound a lil something like this >>>>>>
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